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Uh oh part 2, part B arghkitortured

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 23, 2008, 9:43 AM
  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: Clock ticking
  • Watching: Time zoooooom pass
  • Playing: With my design work
  • Eating: paper
  • Drinking: water
Would you rather submit a complete presentation of an imperfect design or a incomplete presentation of a more "perfect" design?

I choose the first one.

Countdown's at 2 weeks.

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Inspiration's coming slowly. One must have confidence in own's work.

Submission's in 3 weeks. I can scream.

No time no time no time. Must prioritise, must focus, must not do last minute work.

My final year already, 8 months to graduation, can't afford to slack.

Happiness?

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 7, 2008, 11:17 AM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: JJ Lin - Ai Yu Xi Wang
  • Playing: With my design work
  • Eating: paper
Current mood: pondering
Unable to change emoticon.

Listening to:

JJ Lin's Ai Yu Xi Wang (Love and hope)
Written for the Sichuan Earthquake



After so long I'm still trying to find the joy in me.

Satisfaction? I'm content with what I have, although I don't have much. When something is missing, and you feel that there's a void in you, your perception of the whole world changes.

Sometimes you don't treasure some things, and some people don't even have them to treasure. At times I contradict myself.

I need to sustain that confidence and happiness in me. I can tell people how to be happy in their own life, but somehow I can't do it yet.

Do anyone even read my journal. If you know me in real life and you happen to read my journal, let me know. :)

Is photography getting too technical?

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 4, 2008, 10:38 AM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Air con whirling
  • Playing: With my design work
  • Eating: paper
What do you think? The "perfect" composition, framing, etc.

Submission's finally over. I can edit my pics now. I can't change the "Frustrated" emoticon.

Oh no

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 11:51 AM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Air con whirling
  • Playing: With my design work
  • Eating: paper
Suddenly my mind is in a blank.

I've made a terracing, staggering building and now I regret it. I can't visualise it properly now... 1 more day to submission.

Uh oh

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 6:30 AM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Air con whirling
  • Playing: With my design work
  • Eating: paper
Submission's in a week. And my design has yet to be finalised!!! We need models, drawings, lots of them and maunal drafted plans, sections, elevations.

Countdown 8 days. Day: Thursday

I need some new fresh ideas. My designs are too dead rigid.

Final rush. 7 days more. Day: Friday

Looks like I had forgotten some of the most basic secondary school maths. 3 years no practice. Argh.

Lots of things to consider. Aircon, AHU, parking, circulation, fire code, evacuation path, toilets, regulations here and there.

Must start model latest by Tuesday.

5 days more.
Still looking for inspiration and drive. I just can't seem to concentrate.

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The photos I took at Penang will be shown as a slideshow at Eye E City exhibition, along with the other participants. :)

Will find time to upload the 100+ photos from George Town. And then finally my astro photos from Tioman.

Submission for my project is next week, 4th July.